Our wedding day was something I wish I could forget, just thinking about it breaks my heart and makes me so angry. It was not a joyous occasion..

I don't look back on the day with any happy memories, and no matter what people will say about at least you are married now it's not the point. You get one day, one wedding day. The day you dream about since little. I had already sacrificed what I wanted, for what we had. I just wanted one nice day, just one day in my whole miserable life and I couldn't even have that.

He doesn't understand, says he is happy and it's just how it is. I cant let it go.
I cant get over the disappointment. I cant even look at wedding photos.
Our relationship has turned sour truthfully because of the wedding.
i am miserable.

I spent all my savings on the day and it was shit.

How do I let it go? how do i stop the heartache???